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Today in getting my brain back: after literal years of carefully regulating how much I listened to certain (more like most) genres of music I finally got into the bowels of my computers audio settings.
I didn't find the sliders I was expecting to tweak trebble and bass; which frankly was a relief as I've never been able to pin down the problem other than my Dad calling them transient noises: most but not all drums, a type of electronic guitar, metal on metal noises. So that was a day of experimenting I am just as happy to skip.
Long story short I did find a button to level out volume which seems to have done the trick! I tested it out with a lurk on Nite's stream (and got dragged to the front row metaphorically in the sweetest way when Damien gave me a sub, but thats another story). This is like the third drum stream I got to stay the whole time! Cross your fingers for me because I think I'll be able to listen to grunge, and fuck if loving the music but hating the headache wasn't a hang up in high school.